fix that damaged tape.

-wired up

Wednesday 28 November 2007 17:12

weren't there to preside

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Hello you, you you and you you you! ;DD

The weather's so nice today. But I can't seem to get on with homework. I'd prefer to do homework when it's not raining((: hehe.

Sun with cousins was great! SORRY INKA DENISSA for not bringing you along):

Anw, we watched enchanted. It's a must watch 'cos it's so funny and really sweet! Abang was kental, as usual. Okay. I've got to admit acting bimbotic with him all the way to cathay was fun! ;D Acap looked cool yo! Camwhored before the movie and the light effects at the ticketing place was cool. Shall post it up after uploading it which means you've got to wait much longer since I need to buy batteries for the camera to be "alive" again. Heh.

Went to their house to sleepover! Recommended kakak to go with abang wan since she didn't follow due to assignments she had to complete. :/

Kakak took so long to choose what she wanted to wear for school so in the end we started playing dress up. Cheh cheh! Like some photo shoot. xD

Oh! & on mon we found out that the lightning struck their block and the house modem was affected 'cos it got fried up! Scary huh? So, they couldn't use the internet since sun. Awwww):

Tues with nurulhuda was awesome-di-possesum!

Went jogging with her at the somewhat new stadium((: Sprinted 200m after jogging. Yay! We were happy kiddos. ;DD

Watched bratz after that. Haha. I was the slengerrrr one. Hmph! :/ haha. Nvrm. I'm always the one anyway. Grrrr. Hah.

Musical evening after that with Syahirah((: I didn't take the goody bag thing. Boooooo): Was being so blur. Tsk!

But nevertheless, I was so happy! Although there weren't many crescentians, those who were there stood up at the end and sang the school song and did the c-r-e-s-c-e-n-t cheer! I love my school. You should too! ;D

Today I'm rotting at home and not doing homework. No. It's not that I refuse, I just can't seem to bring myself to it yknow. Tsk! Not productive at all): I get really mad at myself sometimes and one of the days is today. Ish!

Oh btw, I added a new song list since the other one was quite an irritant to some. Haha.

Songs featured;
-Teardrops on my guitar
-Ever ever after {from enchanted! it's nice!}
-Love is wicked
-I hate that I love you
-Kasih tercipta
-P.S. I'm still not over you
-Maha Karya Cinta

Ta-da! Okay. I've got to get out of here quickkkk. Mummy's waiting. BYEBYEBYE! ;DDD

TAG REPLIES;
~Dini: Grrrr. Shut up! I AM jealous. :/ hahaha. You're just lucky. I don't know where all of them went to): Booooo.
~Aqilah: Haha. It's okay, slow-y((: & uhuh! Gathering! :DD Yay yay!
~Liyana: What's wrong with elias eh? Oh and it's Humuhumuhunuhumuakuwaa;DD It's from high school musical 2!
~Addie: Uhuh! It's such a touching song I almost cried okayyyy):
~Geraldine: Your boyfriend is nowhere near hot la please! Tsk. I think my boyfriend should join mr manhunt of the year! With his loooooooooooooong beard and cool sideburns, he'll surely win! hahahaha. xD Now aren't you jealous?
~Nat: Haha. Yea. "thank you"-bro. cheh cheh.
~Hanisah: Thank you thank you. Hahaha.

-wired up

Saturday 24 November 2007 22:01

Mesra suaramu kini berbeza

Carilah aku dalam hatimu
Sayang sebutlah kau rindu
Hanya…pintaku
Kasihmu kekal setia
Usah biarku terus terluka

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Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Attended Martin's graduation since I could change the day of my exam. Seriously, I wanted to attend his graduation ceremony cum concert baddddlyyyyyy. Heh.

Oohh. Selamat tinggal.
Desaku.
Yang ku sayangi.
Pasti nanti.
Aku 'kan.
Kembali.
Lagi ke sini.

I remember singing this during MY grad concert in kindergaten. Fellow elias babes, do you guys remember?? I think I have good memory. Hahaha. My sis sang this during her grad concert too. It's an elias tradition I suppose.

Yknow, I didn't expect to see the teachers tearing?

When Martin went up to Teacher Ana for the last time to salam her, she was holding back her tears but eventually cried.
"I will miss him. I took care of him for four years."

Awww. Martin's lucky. Elias is just a stone's throw away. Can drop by anytime and meet his teachers. What's more, mummy has his best friend's mum's no.! Can invite for hari raya or birthdays! So lucky. He even have photos of his graduation concert! D: If only I kept my friend's no. properly back then. I have no idea where that small piece of paper I received in K2 went):

Fawriza, Azalea, Khadijah, Shahbil, Ahmad... ohgosh! I miss you people badly although I know it's kind of impossible for all of us to meet up one day. But darn, my kindergaten days are fresh in my mind. Pffft. :/

Ok. Enough reminiscing. Let the pictures do the talking:DD

He's the one on the extreme right. Cheh bah! They did silat uh! haha

Feeling2 mann. Haha. {this picture has a meaning. both at the extreme end of the pic} :DD

He could have won best hair-do. hehe. Even the emcee said a lizard can die if it falls on his hair. haha!

BFF seh! haha.

Ok. He did this by himself. xD

ehem.

ehem ehem. xD I like her name!! Yenez or was it enez? ;D

Nvrm. You can still meet her, one day! ;DD

You're the best la. Why are you growing up so fast? :/ heh.

Ok. Date with cousins tmr! I'm so egg-cited. Really! ;DDDD
& did I tell you abang is really kental? xP haha.

BYEEEE(((:

Time and time again. I keep pushing the feeling away.

TAG REPLIES;
~Geraldine: On the grass?? Tsktsk! You're depriving the grass from sunlight! How could you?! TSKTSK. && iiee lurbzx euU derHzx. Haha. That took me so long. :/ & duh! The one with "six packs" hahaha. Jealous eh?
~Janice: hello hello. Uhuh. I agree. HAHAHA.
~Clarice: Yo! Yepyep. You too mann! ;D
~Khaliesah: You're slowww. xP haha. Geraldine did that for me. & noooo. I didn't read. Shall read soon soon soon, pretty! ;DDD

Labels: Kindergaten days

-wired up

Friday 23 November 2007 21:03

now that it's all said and done

Congrats ashraf! I know you're having mixed feelings but just choose your school wisely okay?? ;DD Congrats to syafiqah [iqah] too((: See! You can achieve it cos you believed you can. ;DD

Ohoh.. congrats to natasha for getting 294! Well done well done(((: That's close to perfection! But anw, super awesome job done! & there were quite a no. who got 270+. Yknow, 285 is not listed as top 16! It was the way they moderate the scores uh. Ok. Enough about psle.

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This whole week was filled with shopping. Oh-am-gee! My first in dont-know-how-long! I didn't expect it to be serious shopping. [heh]

Sometimes though, I feel really really bad for making mummy or papa pay for my stuff. They pay for almost everything I bought and I don't like the feeling yknow. Guilty. Boo):

If only martin followed, I could have chased him around at vivo. Yesyes. We went to far east and then to vi-to-the-vo! ;DD Mainly 'cos papa had his class there.

Date with the sister today((: Haha. Wanted to bring martin along but he had school till 5 since tmr's his graduation day in which i can't attend!! What kind of sister am i!? I feel so meannnn): Why must madrasah exam and sessi buzz presentation be tmr! Alah): I am really sad now. No. I really am sad okay. :/

Fine. I shall stop being childish but agfpuhgnauinviovfnionf. Pffft. Ok.

Dearest brother,

I love you forever. I promise. [he looked like he cried, but nah. he didnt]
Happy early Graduation! ;DD

Photobucket didn't allow me to resize the picture): Maybe it's its way of telling me to appreciate this little boy much much more and who apparently is my dearest brother. & noooooo, no one else can have him as theirs cos he's my one and only brother. ;DD

Yay! The ferris wheel is slowly going back up. Well, that's what I hope at least((:

Pictures shall be updated really soon! (i hope) [[Photoblog]]

Oh! & due to the high demands of a change in blog song, I shall be doing that soon. Hahaha.

au revoir!

TAG REPLIES;
~Raihan: Yea! Taridra outing. When when?? haha.
~Lorraine: Rofl. I lubzxzxz you too! ;DD We rock the tea till it spils! Hehe.
~Addie: Hmm.. I can try to dig out and make it into mat clothes? haha. & what's up with the a-dick-tive. Alamak! heh. But yea.. the song can be addictive! ;D
~Dini: Mudah-mudahan((:
~Sitifa: haha. Patience people. rofl.
~Geraldine: ohmygosh! Are you high or smth?? I know christmas is coming, but you're not santa claus! Well, at least, I KNOW you're not. Haha. xPP & puh-leaze... if you're a mat.. I'm the one on the floor. Yea. THAT mat. rofl.
~Sitira: Yes. I should move on. Thank you dear. Lublub! okok. Loves!! ;D hehe
~Sherry: aiyoyo.. make up your mind. Haha. I know it rocks cos I can smell my socks! ohmy. I'm crapping. okok. Haha. & it fits me? Cooolioooo:DD

-wired up

Thursday 22 November 2007 10:36

the look on her face

Meeting, regarding taridra, online yesterday with raihan, adlina and hanisah was the bomb! Although, I was kind of slow. :/ heh. Ok. So, it's on the 10th or is it tmr? I forgot! Takpe. Shall ask those mats. Haha.

Ok. PSLE results out today. Wishing the best to all p6 students esp acap, iqah, kurniawan and fazri. My cousins. duh! haha.

Going rgps now. No. Not to kpo, or maybe i should [haha], but to fetch my sister from band. Shall update later! BYE! ;DDDD

-wired up

Wednesday 21 November 2007 18:03

those smiles don't work on me anymore

Yknow, sometimes you tend to expect a lot from others but at the same time, depend a hell lot from yourself. You should expect less from them. Because the more you expect, the more disappointed you'll become. Oh well.

I remember mummy telling me "hate's too strong for a word". I suppose, dislike's better. However, I still have to admit that till this day, I hate that the feeling's not gone. It's just so enervating. Really. :/

I dislike the fact that you're so freaking happy and I'm not.
I dislike the fact that everyone's just pretending.
I dislike the fact that I'm so confused.
I dislike the fact that pbmc trainings are really over. [ yes. i'm still not over it): ]

I really wonder how everything that just seem so fine and alright can come tumbling down so fast. Certainly, we all must appreciate every minute, every second. Appreciate even the most littlest thing in life 'cos it may suddenly just disappear in a snap.

Sometimes, I just want everything to stop. Stop and let me scream. 'cos at times, I don't even get myself. How'd people possibly understand me in the first place? Ok. That got me thinking.

Enough said. I've got to stop being so pessimistic. Pfft.

Life's like a ferris wheel yknow. It goes round and round. You get the time of your life when you're at the top but when you go down, you just can't seem to go up back. At that point, we should appreciate every little thing 'cos the worse seems to be coming.

Cheer up abang! Life's like this. I'm saluting you for not giving up. & just so you know, I'm always here to lend you a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. ;DD

JP yesterday with dini was awesome. I miss our retarded times together.
Thanks girlfriend for monday and today. You're the best. Really. <33

Thank God for friends like them.

TAG REPLIES;

~Geraldine: Meanie! haha. Oh well.. I'm so kind yknow. VERY! Thank you thank you. xDD && the mat said that to you la. omgosh! Don't live in self-denial. Not healthy. I repeat, NOT healthy! haha
~Sitira: Thank you so so so much! & yes, sometimes I wish I could have an elder sister like you. Haha. You rock ah. Really. <333
~Ain: Yea! Ia batu! haha. You were awesome as syukur mann! Congrats! ;DDDD
~Narisha: yea): I was looking forward to seeing you. Oh well. & okay.
~Suharti: alrighty babe((:
~Addie: Yea! It's so amazing that you're actually listening to it. hahaha. But, I don't have mat clothes. Minah yes uh. hahaha.
~Siti: Thank you so much:DD & yes. Very soon! I miss you and the rest already. I miss shaking and bobbing! ):

-wired up

Monday 19 November 2007 09:56

Reminiscing in progress

Ini memang kenagan terindah! Terlalu indah!

POST INI DIDEDIKASIKAN UNTUK AHLI-AHLI PBMC [& some individual dedications]

Rabiatul;
Dear puan presiden, I really admire your leadership. Although you gave us the stares and all, it was worth it. 'Cos we know you really want this to work. It's not easy to oversee the whole team. You and the other JK members did a really wonderful job. Just like what cikgu said, "the best JK i have ever worked with". Without you leading us to the right direction and keep reminding us of deadlines, it wouldn't have been a success. Thank you for constantly reminding me to really show my emotions through expressions. Thank you for being such a great president of pbmc. The production was a great success. You really worked for that title, kak tul. Thank you:D

Aqilah;
Dear ms stage manager, thanks for calming me down before the show started. I know it's not an easy job to be in charge of the curtains and videos too. You directed the drama and look how it turned out? Fantastic! How we took a sneak peek at the video and became so frantic when we found out that the song was playing outside. haha. Thanks for the endless encouragements, aqilah! We shall have more secret sharing session and let's hope there will be no ditching or whatsoever! haha. :DDD

Tarianers!

Hanna;
Dear Hanna, you were awesome in leading us and constantly reminding us to practice or do warm-ups. An awesome JK vice-president too! I remembered once you told me, "You should follow my footsteps" Cheh cheh. But it's true! I know I've been "stalking" you since kindergaten but I've never regretted it. Who knows I can be in the triple science class, take higher malay and is demerit free like you! It is a good thing yknow. Thank you for teaching me how to fold the kain. Thank you for reminding us to focus during practices. Thank you for being such a good role model. Thank you, hanna! I love you!

Nazreen;
Dear naz, do you know that you're the first senior who wrote to me? I'm already missing your crazy antics. I really do. Remember that time where we took videos and keep repeating it to see how you ran? haha. I'm going to miss the way you stone and suddenly crack everyone up and reminding me how retarded I am during practices. I'm also going to miss how you get "irritated" with us for not planning quick enough on where to go after practices. Nazreen, you're a great senior to hang out with. I can't remember how many lunch dates we all had after practices but I know there were lots of them. Ohoh! Like the one at jec. That was awesome! From foes to oh-so-good-friends. Thank you naz! I love you!

Adlina;
Dear addie, you're simply my oh-so-terrific-friend. During this holiday, I've got no one to hyper-ventilate with): I remembered how we wanted to pon taridra practice on this CERTAIN wed but everyone got to know about it and in the end, taridra was really cancelled! The times you sms me saying "reminder: there's taridra tmr at 8" will be terribly missed cos now, I won't get such reminders anymore. I won't get such smses from you anymore. On sat, we were backstage and were hyper-ventilating a lot remember? I had to remind you to calm down. Taridra made me realised that I have such great friends who would go through thick and thin with me. Thank you addie! I love you!

Nurulhuda;
Dear nurul, I'm going to miss your "where are you? taridra is starting" smses. I'm going to miss how I would come up with excuses on why I am 5 mins late. I'm going to miss those times when we were at the arts con alone and were running around and retarding in front of the mirror. Nurul, standing beside me for the dances is YAY! For the happy dance, I would laugh and turn to look at you just to make sure I'm not the only one so hyper. haha. Thank you for reminding me to cool down when I get too high. Thanks for reminding me the steps when I tend to forget. You're awesome di posesum! Thank you Nurul. I love you!

Amira;
Dear amira, we found a common interest! haha. I remember that day when we all were sitting at the PAT and were telling stories after stories after stories. It was so fun. You're really good at dancing yknow. Very graceful. I would really remember the times you would ask me if your selendang is okay. If the clips were too back. If it looks like it was falling. Haha. You'll look so panicky but nevertheless, you'll get it done on time. So cool uh! I would remember you and your itchy fingers cos your selendang will look alright but then you would clip it up again. Heh. Thank you for being my "partner" for the last dance. I love you!

Raihan;
Dear Raihan, you're so so adorable! Really. I remember that time when you couldn't get the footwork right for the happy dance and although you didn't get it right a lot of times, you NEVER gave up. Everytime when we reach that part, you'll always try to do it right. It's amazing how you're so determined. :DD Satu sifat yang boleh diikuti ramai;D haha. A really talented lady and the backdrop is really really nice. I know you came up with the design(((: Awesome job! Thanks for being such an inspiration raihan. I love you!

Hanisah;

Dear hanisah, I know your secrettttt! :DD haha. I'll remember the times you would remind me that you know my secret. tsk! hah. Sometimes, you'll panic a lot cos you don't know how to do this and that but you look so cute mann! I know you cannot control your laughter for the last dance. Nyeanyeah. Actually, me too la. Haha. HIgh-five yo! But really, thank you for well, being a fellow tarianer! I love you!

Siti Nur Atiqah [ sec 1 ];
Dear siti, I know why you didn't come for sat practice tooooo. Nyeanyeah. Haha. okok. Anw, although I know I was not a great friend and all but thank you for not looking down on me when I go sooooo crazy during practices. And sorry if you ever felt left out at times. Siti, thanks for being beside me in the last dance cos at least I can try to stop laughing when I see you being so serious. Thank you. I love you!

Siti Nur Atiqah [ sec 3 ];
Dear siti, yay! You're my fellow pink-addict. Haha. Anyway, you're another superly graceful dancer! :D Now I know who you eeeeeeeeeeeeeee to the seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ;DD heh. I think the "we found a common interest" in the PAT brought all of us closer. Thanks for standing up with me when people say they don't like pink. Thanks for hyper-ventilating so much that it brought so much laughter to the atmosphere. Thanks for being there for me and giving me the hug on Sat when we were backstage -get the flow aye?- Thank you siti. I love you!

Drama people;
Dear drama crew, you were fantabulous!! xDD Your acting on the day itself was fantastic beyond words. Parts that were not initially funny became funny because of all your impromtu acts. It was wonderful to see all of you giving it your all and for that 1 1/2 hour of acting, you guys pushed away all those insecurities and nervousness and just act like you've done it so many times. Congrats on putting up a wonderful play!! I love youuuuuuuu!

Dikir;
Dear dikir crew, yknow, one of my friends who came down to watch said that you guys were so awesome cos you people could shout so damn loudly! & I totally agree that you people were magnificent. Don't care about that one minor mistake cos you guys carried on so well after that. To sulastri, I was actually "jumping" with amira backstage when you hit that really high note. It was wow!! Diana, you were the cool tukang karut mann! Even the percussionists were great! ;DD Congrats dikir! ;DDD I love you people!

Props;
Dear props crew, thank so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much for the tree, warung, backdrop and everything else that you did. They were all so beauuuutifulll! Really! Without you guys, the play would have been so boring with no props. Seriously! Attiqah and natasha, thanks for being in charge of the AVA. Thanks to khaliesah for handling all the admin stuff as well esp when you had to take down names for this and that. Not easy, I know. ;DD From the backstage crew to the ushers to the ava.. you people were really the ones who did not have the limelight BUT the ones who deserve a lot of credits. THANK YOU!!!! I love you you you and you you you.. hehe

Nur Syahirah;
Dear syahirah, thank you for being an awesome co-emcee. I really had fun coming up with the script and rehearsing our lines over and over again. Like how we wanted to do a pantun together with cikgu but was too lazy to think of one? haha. I would remember the time when we were so freaking nervous we just stoned and hugged. I would remember forgetting my line and you would try to cover me up. I would remember the time before the whole show started we we hyper-ventilating a lot just by watching the video. Thank you so so much for being and standing beside me not only during this production but all these while. Thank you syahirah. Thank you. I love you!

Izzah;
Dear izzah, credits goes to you for being the one who calmed me down even before I reached school. Thank you for sharing with me the "stomach aches". Haha((: We shall have more retarding sessions next time. Love ya!

Sitira;
Dear sitira, thank you to you for the time we had before our dry-run. I'm super thankful that I have such a friend like you. I wouldn't know what would have happened that day if you weren't there for me. I'm really thankful and I love you a lot and a lot. I'm really inspired by you cos you're such a great kakak to your adik-adik. I shall aspire to be a great kakak like you too! ;DD Thank you sitira for all those really meaningful advices and stories you've told me. I love you!

Ok. This took me the whole day. [ actually cos I blogged halfway then went out with ger ] ;DD

But actually, NO MATTER WHAT, I love everyone single one of you. Yep. Till this day, I still am loving you guys and missing intensives. No more waking up to "alah... taridra" but more of "alah... HOMEWORK!" :/ It was never a "alah.. taridra" but more of a "alah.. taridra but I love it when we all start dancing" ahaha.

PBMC. I never once regretted being in this cca, cos simply, all the members, ROCK!

I can't wait for outing with tarianers and picnic with pbmc-ers. ;DDDDD

& I know the "i love you" is overused in this post but oh well.. what can I do if I really mean it??

KAMU SEMUA BATU!! xDDDDDDD

TAG REPLIES;
~Syahirah: omgggg!! I miss you like gazzilion times a lot more too! D:
~Janice: It's not a maybe. It's a yes. haha. And why damn me?
~Aliah: Aww.. thank you so so so much! Really(((:
~Izzah: haha. Yaaaaa! I remembered. It was so hilarious. I remembered laughing a hell lot on the way to school. Thank you for that! ;DDDDD
~Addie: Mini mat! Mari kita semua budak budak tarian pergi watch bratz with mat clothes on! xDD Cepat! Plan plan! hahahaha
~Seri: You're going?? So cool! Yesyes. I'm going:DDD
~Ger: awww... you were stuck outside? haha. At least I was stuck inside that day. xPP &omgggg! You posted so many conversations of ours. gerrrrr!! D: hahahahah

-wired up

08:10

Tanya sama hati

I LOVE PBMC!

Okay. I'm going to have a dedication post later on but FIRST I NEED to type out what happened on Sat, 17 Nov 2007, cos it's all stuck inside. [& i really miss trainings and all you pbmc members!]

Zoomed from pasir ris to redhill. I didn't meet anyone along the way so I was stuck alone with the dikir song playing in my head repeatedly. Haha.

Reached school and everyone was stuck outside the PAT. My batt died so Adlina was super-di-duper kind to let me exchange our sim cards. [ i told you my prince charming is aweeeesomeee! ] THANK YOU! I was not that hyped yet but I did see people eating ben&jerry's. :/ Hahaha. Got into PAT. Everyone did their own things but dikir was the first to start their practice. Told sitira the story and i love youuuuu! Thank you for listening! :DD

Taridra started practice. Then, cikgu came and had dry-run of the whole thing. For once, I wasn't really freezing. I think my feelings were overpowering everything else. I was feeling nervous + excited.

Had lunch at 1230 and after getting ready and all we had to wait at the student lounge. Left the room at 2.05 with syahirah to get ready backstage. We had a sneak peek at the videos then cikgu came and told us everything's ready. So syahirah and I can come out and start hosting when the music stops playing. A few seconds after cikgu went to sit in the audience, the music stopped playing.

PRODUCTION- PENANTIAN
Syahirah was my fellow co-emcee. She's the best. Really. After rabiatul gave her speech, we watched a video of what we did throughout the year. Ohmygosh! Iman was beside me and she couldn't stop laughing her head off. Eheh... we can be retarded partners la! :DDD

Seriously, after syahirah and I said "mempersembahkan drama penantian" my heart was beating at 100km/h. Hahaha.

During the drama, a lot of things were impromptu. Everyone covered up their mistakes really well. I'm so damn proud of everyone! <333>

Taridra too! My fellow tarianers were superbly goooood! & i know there were couple of mistakes but seriously, it was THE BEST! Everyone did their happy dance so happily, we seem like we were hyper-ventilating. The angry dance was ohmygosh! someone slap me! It was YAY!! So awesome! The last dance was WOW! The spirit dance was simply great! :DDD I love you people. Our hardwork paid off. Coming back to school everyday wasn't a waste of time at all! xDDD

After the whole drama, it was dikir's performance. They were terrific i tell you. :DD How they covered up was so gooooood! :DDD

We watched another video which showed what we did in the process of making the production. I almost cried. Cikgu showed short clips of us talking and dancing and playing then suddenly slowed the whole scene. Waaaaaaa! I really wanted to cry but held it back.

Dikir did their performance again followed by the whole crew singing.

Then, it was overrrrrrrrrrr! Ohmygosh! Ohmygosh! Ohmygosh! D: We did our cheers when the curtains closed and then the tears started flowing. We cried. It was a success and seriously, it was a blast! I'm so proud of every single member who put in the effort for this production be it; drama, taridra, dikir or props. Every single one of you mattered and i love every single one of youuuuu!!!

I couldn't thank the people who came that day so here I go..
Thank you alif, muhammad, izhar, haziq, farhan, syifa, aliah and other cedarians and friends who came. Thank you so so so so so so so much for coming as it really meant a lot to me to see you guys there and show your support for us. THANK YOU PEOPLE!! THANK YOU!!

After the whole thing, the whole crew trained to bukit gombak. Was with, aqilah, hanna, raihan, nadiah and syahirah. Secrets revealedddd. Muahahahaha. [hehe]

Had dinner at alif's restaurant. & THANK YOU ATTIQAH AND HER DAD!!! ohgosh :/ There were so many of us. About 50. But anw, THANK YOU! i feel bad yknow. but yea... thank you thank you thank you!

Syahirah and Syahirah sat on my left and on my right. Hahaha. Cool eh? nur Syahirah, alyssa Shahira and nurul Syahirah. :DDD & we all ate nasi goreng ayam. Hahaha! Talk about originality here? takda ah! heh. [not making sense. takpe. haha] There was mamat gedik la. Mamat corn [jagung]. Don't know what else. hahaha. Dinner with the whole crew was awesome! :DDD

Went back home with syahirah although i REALLY WANTED to go back with everyone else but I was somewhat rushing home. So yea... D:

Ok. So that was what happened the whole day. IT WAS SUPERBLY SUPERB!

SAYA SAYANG SEMUA AHLI-AHLI PBMC YANG MENJAYAKAN PEMENTASAN INI.
I LOVE YOU GUYS A LOT AND A LOT AND A LOT!!

Love,
mamatcorn, orang retarded, tarianer, PBMC-er, alyssa! :DDD

TAG REPLIES;
~Nishan: ;DD Hello!
~Putri: Ya! It is cool. Haha. & ohmygosh! I miss you too laaaaa):
~Shasha: Yesyes! Meeeee toooo!
~Leafy: Aww.. your eyes spoil? kesian. Haha. I didn't know grass are into high-tech stuff too! hahaha. & nonono. I don't owe you lol-lipops. Just laugh. C'mon. Say HA HA HA. :DDD
~Addie: Hawanawakawakwakwakanikipupupu! haha. xD
~Geraldine: I'm not! It's not my fault I was locked in the house): haha.
~Hakiim'sfan: Haha. WOW! Good for you. Keep on loving him yo. hahaha
~Kayabreado: Ohmygosh YOU! I miss you mann. Ahhh! Ehh.. how tall are you now? haha. Am I beating you? hahahaha. Imy kaya!
~Janice: You're changing your whole image for next year eh?? :DD
~Suharti: haha. Alah... for me to know and you to find out. Rofl. :DDD
~Danny: Wheeee! You obviously have nothing better to do. haha. Thank you for spamming anyway. haha(((:
~Polisi: Wah! There's a spamming police eh? haha. Hello! ROFL.
~Nat: Punggung punggung hooray!! AHHH! xD
~Sitira: Thank you dear. I love you! I'm here for you too okay?? :DD

-wired up

Monday 12 November 2007 16:24

the truth, from you

Took this from Addie's blog((: Yes. Like her, I'm bored too. ahaha.

001. Real name: Alyssa Shahira
002. Nickname: Ally [ali]
003. Married: nope
004. Zodiac sign: Aquarius
005. Male or female: female
006. Elementary: Raffles Girls’
007. High school: Crescent Girls’
008. College: in 4 years time mann.
010. Hair color: Dark brown
011. Long or short: short
015. Are you a health freak: not really.
016. Height: 160 cm. i'm growing((:
017. Do you have a crush on someone: uh huh
018. Do you like yourself: more of LOVE myself((:
019. Piercings: two.
021. Righty or lefty: righty(:

FIRSTS :
022. First surgery: When I was a baby.
023. First piercing: When I was a toddler.
024. First best friend: Nur Fawriza! & i miss her so):
025. First award: 6th place in the whole kindergarten.
026. First sport you joined: Basketball.
027. First pet: fisshhhh
028. First vacation: Gold Coast
029. First concert: Kindergarten grad concert:D
030. First crush: In kindergarten! In kindergarten! hahaha.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating: Just had prata yo.
050. Drinking: Plain water!
052. I’m about to: Smack acap cos he's listening to the "irritating" thing again and again. haha!
053. Listening to: If you don't mean it.
058. Want kids: Guess so.
059. Want to get married: When I'm wayyyyyyyyy older.
060. Careers in mind: Dance instructor + lecturer!

WHICH IS BETTER? :
068. Lips or eyes: Eyes
069. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
070. Shorter or taller: Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms?? hah
074. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hmm.. both?

HAVE YOU EVER :
078. Kissed a stranger?: I supposed not.
079. Drank bubbles: No
080. Lost glasses/contacts: No
081. Ran away from home: I attempted to when I was 5. came running back 5mins later :/
082. Liked someone younger: He was so damn adorable. ROFL.
083. Older: Yep.
084. Broken someone’s heart: yea
085. Been arrested: nah uh uh
086. Turned someone down: yep. heh.
087. Cried when someone died: Obviously! :/
088. Liked a friend: Don't I like my friends already? HAHA

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself: Definitely! ((:
090. Miracles: suppose so.
091. Love at first sight: Maybe not.
092. Heaven: Yessss!
093. Santa claus: Hmm.. no?
094. Sex on the first date: No way hose! nonono.
096. Angels: Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes!
098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time?: No. I'm faithful((:
099. Do you believe in God?: Yesssss!
100. Post as 100 Truths: Hmm.. but there's less than 100 questions. haha.

TAG REPLY;
~Danny: hello! haha. I'm fine thanks. You??

-wired up

01:02

the first in many many months

i hate mixed feelings. :/ sometimes i say, "yes. okay." but sometimes i say, "no. cannot." annoying. annoying.

HELLLLLLLOOOOOO!

Let me tell you what I did on saturday.

Siti finally came for madrasah. Had a lot of story-telling going on. Heh. & we're so doomed! Revision for madrasah exam next week but nooooooo. We can't come. I have production. She has ymc. Ohgosh! D:

Went to jalan sultan to collect mummy's student's class t-shirts. Ahhhh! I feel disappointed myself): I hope the students will not be so heartbroken [although i'm pretty sure they will] Oh well.

Met up with cik ogy's family and ayah's family at downtown east. Sleeping over till monday((:

Walked home with kakak and abang from downtown. There was this long stretch of path and it was OUR runway mann. Hahaha.
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Kakak!

Abang!

Kak Seri!

heh. me.

Ibu was so funny! "b?? ling??" I can't help it laughing over the breakfast table on Sunday. Went to peninsula first to buy kakak's skinnies.

Bugis with kakak, abang and kak seri. Bought abang's prom stuff and kak seri's school bag and watch. The colourful watch is so cute!! & starbucks at the end of the day was awesome! Nice way to end off our day((:

It was an awesome day though my legs were killing me like gawioefjanfcoajfmv. Heh. & I didn't get to find a suitable necklace for myself): Nvrm. Next time. Haha

On friday I'm going to kakak's pentas which means I would sleepover again on thursday((: Wow! Something to look forward to after intensive. :DD YAY! Abang will have his prom so he can't go. Awww..

Hmm... the next prom would be mine, which will be in 3 years time. & kakak and abang would have to go through all the hassle of helping me here and there. Haha.

Ok. BYE! (((:

i think it's time for me to forget and you to erase everything away

-wired up

Friday 9 November 2007 17:32

more than awesome

THURSDAY WAS AWESOME!

I met up with my long lost cousin, Nursulastri Baizurah! My love. xP

We were supposed to meet at 2 but this girl eh, fashionably late! haha. She arrived at 230+. Tsk! Went to cineleisure to buy our tickets for BEE MOVIE and wanted to watch the 3pm one but decided to buy the 4pm show. Went to starbucks to buy her drink then had a lot of catching up done. Then we realised we were late. [hahaha!]

Bee movie is awesomezxzxz. Funny mann. You people go and watch it okay? Won't talk about the story here(((:

Catched up with each other more over dinner at ljs in far east. Saw her really pretty friend and she sat with us. I'm friendly yo. Yay! ;D haha.

Didn't know where to go so off we went to esplanade's rooftop! Really nice view at night;D We didn't dare to stay long since it was quite dark already so, we walked around marina. Diva! xDD

I didn't want to leave la. I wished we could have sleepovers): Nvrm. One day okay dear? I MISS YOU CUZZY!

So, I finally met up with my long lost cousin. ;DD We're so going to have more dates. I don't care! xD

Ohoh! Ishraf was watching the 3pm movie. Haha. We were at the same place at the same time. Haha. xP

At night I was rushing to do stuff so THANK YOU ADDIE for helping. I told you time and time again that you're my awesome prince charming! ;DD

FRIDAY!

Council meeting. Sarah and Laila were the machos! Rofl. Carried things around. Fix things onto boards. Then, Sarah, Hazwani and I wanted to go for lunch but yknow what... Sarah left me for canoeing while Hazwani left me for lavendar! Booooo. Haha. Ended up going with Nadia and Yee Wen to vivo.

New York Pizza. Nice nice(((: They purposely put my name then the lady called me unexpectedly. Haha. I know yee wen saw my expression. :/ hah.

Obviously I didn't know people were coming. So their guy friends came. & were hilarious.
"NYP is nanyang polytechnic??"

Haha. Okay. This was supposed to be posted on Friday. :/ Bye!

I hope Natasha's okay in London. She flew off on Friday. Nat, take care dear! Have fun there! ;DDD

TAG REPLIES;

~Sulastri: Yay! I looooove you(((:
~Hakiim: I'm not lying to myself. You are, dude. xPP Haha.
~Nurl: I WILL miss you mann. Of course! & i will relink. Ily too! Stay gorgeous, gorgeous! haha((:
~Putri: Wokay((:
~Nizam: Alright bacin((:
~Suharti: Okay((:

-wired up

08:15

the smell of your skin lingers on me now

Bonjour le gens! [correct? no? :/]

Anyway, I think taridra is DA BOMB. I tell you, taridra is the most awesome of the awesome. The company is great and the dances are cooliooooo. Haha. & I'm serious! ;D [production will be a success. Insyaallah!]

On tuesday Nurul gave me a wake up call. She came to school at 8 when prac was at 10. I came earlier to accompany her and ohmygosh! She didn't. Tsktsk.

After tuesday's taridra, went to catch a movie, the GAMEPLAN, at Lido with nurul and nazreen.
"Ok. I belanja you the movie tickets"
"Alah. nvrm. I pay your back"
"EH! She wants to belanja you, then you want to pay?!?!"
"Eh yea! okok. You can belanja me"
Haha. That day, nurul was the blurrrr one. I was not for once. I HOPE. heh.

We rushed like crazy from school cos practice ended at 150 and we thought the movie started at 210. Luckily it started at 230. ;DD

Paytent [sp?] is so adorable. & I want to join ballet AGAIN. I miss ballet. I miss ballet. I miss ballet. I miss ballet team'06. Gahhhh. :/ okok.

Wednesday's was a more intensive practice. We were supposed to have taridra lunch but some of the sec 3s had Ymc. So yea. Nvrm. We'll find another day((: Went taka for lunch and it was fun! We laughed a hell lot and crapped about the most randomest things. Hanna took videos! Hahaha. We laughed watching the playbacks too. Heh.

I found out that wednesday was the last french class for the year cos next week there's nothing plan and most prob no one would come. Ohmy ohmy! But all four of us came. Qi Zhou's better at cooking than the girls la. Boooooooo): heh. I really hope next year we'll be in the same class next year. Nurul and I are going to plan an outing. Yay!

& yes... I'm going to miss *Justin, Karen, Britney (eh?? i forgot)* who's real names are nurul, geng jie and qi zhou. Haha. I'm sure they've tolerated a lot of nonsense from nurul and I, since we sit behind them, so thank you:D

Ok. All this for now. Au revoir!

TAG REPLIES;
~Janice: Everyone is. Haha. Your blog is scared? Eh? I don't get it. heh
~Sulastri: Thursday was awesome mann. I love you!
~Addie: They are? Not blue ah? hahaha
~Aqeela: Ya! We can't go. So pffffft. I want to though! :/
~Ger: Yes! I am. Grahhh. :/ Heh
~Me: Thank you((:
~Fer: I'm not. You're gilerrrr. Giler like g.i.l.e.r. yknow! haha. xPP
~Izzah: So cool! How was it?? I want to go there mann! D:

-wired up

Monday 5 November 2007 08:33

it all boils down to this

Maybe composing songs could be an option

Hello peeooopplleee!

Weekends were alright other than ppg. Oh well. At least we can stand on our own two feet and not bother. I love you, mummy! xD

Went for madrasah on sat. I can't stop laughing even with the terrible headache that made me felt like banging my head on the wall. Heh.

Kak ngah's house after that and mak long from kl came! Tuk udin from Perth came too! The last time I saw him was like... 2 years back? haha. & yes! I want to go Perth one dayyyyy(((:

Then they came to my house. Cool la. Hakimi's just so adorable! Don't grow up too fast please please please!

Sunday! Hakiim came to my house for raya followed by Addie! [Addie, your tongue is not visible when your mouth is closed therefore, there were no pink things around. Booo!] inside joke. sorry. haha. & Sorry nurul for making you wait for 20 mins!! Fetched her then fetched sabby so they were kinda squeezed at the back.

Then went to haziq's house. The water was limeeee greeeeen! Like my baju kurung! Haha. When we went off saw Afiqah's family. Small world indeed.

Train-ed to pasir ris. Met up with abang ijam to buy old chang kee((: then went off to inka's house. We watched madu tiga! Hilarious. Played with Hayden and gahhh. He's so adorable! xD

Okay and today taridra was cancelled. But there was council meeting. Bbq! ;DD

Wokay. I have been on this com for hours? TSK! BYEBYE PEOPLE!

TAG REPLIES;
~geraldine: Yeayea. Say no to emo! Our pbl group's aim! xD Ohoh... I'm to the left to the left. You're to the right to the right. Nono! I'm to the STRAIGHT TO THE STRAIGHT! xPP yay!
~tessen: Urm, I believe, I don't even know the person. heh.
~janice: you're VERY welcomed. haha.
~hani: I agree i agree! We too pro mann. & it's like 2 points. Haha.
~niveetha: I've tagged before. A looong loooong time ago! hah.
~addie: no la. You look like naza- the girl version. Hahaha.
~"long lost friend": ooops! haha. But from far, cannot really see whaaaaaat. :/ but anw, SORRY!
~hakiim: You cannot remember?? Good ah! Very good. Keep it that way mann. xDD [yea... money saved] haha
~clarice: hello! & okay. Life's been fine. You??
~sulastri: wokay. I miss you a hell lot too. I love you la. I can't wait for thursdayyyyy. xDD

-wired up

Thursday 1 November 2007 21:30

i need something inspiring to help me get along

YESTERDAY!

Taridra was cancelled cos everyone in taridra had plans. Co-incidental huh? haha.

Went east coast with masque *minus 2 people* D:

I had to meet adlina at dover before going to changi and slowly, everyone came. I didn't know [heh. slow. tsk] everyone was meeting at dover. So cool uh!

Reached the marine parade estate. & I conclude the people there are really friendly and helpful! FIRST, we were at the bus stop, looking really lost 'cos we got down at the wrong stop, then this man stopped listening to his mp3 and told us to take this certain bus.

SECOND, we were finding the underpass and two/three mats who were quite far from us shouted to us to go straight. Really helpful people mann!

So, THANK YOU! [if you ever happen to read my blog which I really doubt so] heh.

After 1 hr or so munching on snacks [tsk!], the guys came.

Yaddayaddayadda.

Nurul, addie, darsh and I was supposedly "emo-ing" at the breakwater but became really afraid for this guy who wanted to swim to get the ball he and his friends accidentally kicked into the waters. So scary to watch cos they tried going down from the breakwaters but eventually didn't. Phew!

Then we all gathered and the only thing missing was a fire. It could have been like a campfire mann! Heh.

We cleaned up and ciao. Went home by this direct bus which took about 1hr 25-30mins to reach je. Haha. I was with my "long-lost-friend". We had a lot of catching up to do and realised we had a lot in common as well. You rock mann! xD

& someone owes me a swensens treat. Tsk! xP haha.

Nyahahaha. You can't see me. xP

Wokay. Today had taridra and a lot of reminiscing during the practice. We talked about our pri school days and cikgu's secondary life. ;DD I miss rgps. Really really really. The friends, the teachers, the not-that-stressful lifestyle. Heh. Ok then.

OFF I GO!

TAG REPLIES;
~janice: it's ok. You always are anyway. You're just so cute la. Heh. xP
~sitira: I miss SITI RASYIDAH too! I love you okay okay okay. Cheer up. I'm here when you need me. Seriously!
~addie: aww. I don't see malaysia): I want, hmm.. I want, I want shopping/window-shopping date! Insyaallah! [[= hehe.
~sarahswee: Aww... SORRY! okay. Shall link you okay okay?? ;DD
~suharti: no! I still remember you clearly mann. & I miss you! Happy hols too!
~hani: Hello hani! D4 rocks everyone socks off mann. Yea!! Haha. Yesyes. I shall tell Nadia that. But wait, win what? haha. Oh btw, we got 2nd for our amazing race. Lost by 2 points mann. Heh.
~pearly: Yellow yellow yellow! haha. HELLO! xD
~nurul: hehe. Sorry! okok((:
~ger: right. ger WASNT emo. [[= hah.

-wired up

19:51

I. am. freaking. scared.

-wired up