fix that damaged tape.

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Wednesday, 21 November 2007 18:03

those smiles don't work on me anymore

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Yknow, sometimes you tend to expect a lot from others but at the same time, depend a hell lot from yourself. You should expect less from them. Because the more you expect, the more disappointed you'll become. Oh well.

I remember mummy telling me "hate's too strong for a word". I suppose, dislike's better. However, I still have to admit that till this day, I hate that the feeling's not gone. It's just so enervating. Really. :/

I dislike the fact that you're so freaking happy and I'm not.
I dislike the fact that everyone's just pretending.
I dislike the fact that I'm so confused.
I dislike the fact that pbmc trainings are really over. [ yes. i'm still not over it): ]

I really wonder how everything that just seem so fine and alright can come tumbling down so fast. Certainly, we all must appreciate every minute, every second. Appreciate even the most littlest thing in life 'cos it may suddenly just disappear in a snap.

Sometimes, I just want everything to stop. Stop and let me scream. 'cos at times, I don't even get myself. How'd people possibly understand me in the first place? Ok. That got me thinking.

Enough said. I've got to stop being so pessimistic. Pfft.

Life's like a ferris wheel yknow. It goes round and round. You get the time of your life when you're at the top but when you go down, you just can't seem to go up back. At that point, we should appreciate every little thing 'cos the worse seems to be coming.

Cheer up abang! Life's like this. I'm saluting you for not giving up. & just so you know, I'm always here to lend you a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on. ;DD

JP yesterday with dini was awesome. I miss our retarded times together.
Thanks girlfriend for monday and today. You're the best. Really. <33

Thank God for friends like them.

TAG REPLIES;

~Geraldine: Meanie! haha. Oh well.. I'm so kind yknow. VERY! Thank you thank you. xDD && the mat said that to you la. omgosh! Don't live in self-denial. Not healthy. I repeat, NOT healthy! haha
~Sitira: Thank you so so so much! & yes, sometimes I wish I could have an elder sister like you. Haha. You rock ah. Really. <333
~Ain: Yea! Ia batu! haha. You were awesome as syukur mann! Congrats! ;DDDD
~Narisha: yea): I was looking forward to seeing you. Oh well. & okay.
~Suharti: alrighty babe((:
~Addie: Yea! It's so amazing that you're actually listening to it. hahaha. But, I don't have mat clothes. Minah yes uh. hahaha.
~Siti: Thank you so much:DD & yes. Very soon! I miss you and the rest already. I miss shaking and bobbing! ):

-wired up