Do you know how it feels like wanting to do something so much that it "kills" you? Do you know how it feels to always push what you always wanted aside and try so hard to ignore it? The feeling just kills me. Seriously. Seeing others do what you were suppose to be doing. It can hurt. Hurt really badly. But the only way to get through it, is to be strong. (so cliche) I mean, it's a fact. You can never runaway from it. Letting go of the thought. Letting go. That's the obstacle everyone has to face. It's always easier said than done. Ok. That's out.

When I say I miss people, I really do mean it. Of course I love my family and yes... I miss every single one of them. I rarely see or even talk to some but deep inside I miss them. Seeing everyone around just makes me feel complete. I may be the quiet one at times but actually, I'm enjoying the company. The companionship of everyone.

Missing. Missing my friends too. Not only have I been missing my sec school friends, what's more masque and g1 and malay class and french class and etc. , I have been thinking about my pri school friends a lot lately. After blog hopping from one of my ex-classmate's blog to another, I suddenly remember the atmosphere of the class. I suddenly remembered how we made promises to each other on the last week of school. Oh darn it! I miss 6A'06 a.k.a the Aaaaaliens a lottttt!

Hmm.. ok. Serious talking aside.

Trip to penang, perak & kl was fantastic!

I don't think I will be elaborating much about the trip now. Brief descriptions will do huh?

Penang; penang hill !!!! , shopping, toy museum, shopping...
Perak; cool water theme park, orang utan island, night cruise (!!), eco park, family games on the 1st night + became friends with this really warm family(((:
KL; times square , petaling street

Whooooo! All squeezed into four days. Hahahaha. I miss no. 1 and 2): Oh well.

I know sabrina's backkk. Welcome back to sunny singapore lady (sani)! ;DD (although I know it was raining quite heavily while I was away)

Angklung practice on Thurs! YAY! We're going to shake that thanggggg. (the angklung!!) xD

TAG REPLIES;
~Geraldine: You're my gf mann! That's what gfs do(((: haha. awww... I love you too! Ohmy ohmy. At least we will be meeting on thurs! YAY! ;DDD I can't wait to shake that thangggg. ROFL.
~Addie: You planned to do... what? Ish! Get ready for major smacking session if I see that. HAHA. Kidding kidding. You can write your name around, not so huge la. Save paperrrr! We need more trees, not lesser trees! hahaha. Psssst... See you on thurs! woohoo! ;DD & you still have to take care of yourself while you're at your home whaaaaat! haha
~Dini: ohh! I so knew that la. I mean, I have goooood memory. (right??) haahaha
~Jade: YOU! Omggggg. I have not talked to you for ages. Miss miss miss miss. Haha. Ok. Soon soon!
~Frances: Helloooooooo! ;DDDDD
~Aminah: Yo you! No there wasn't any outing): Eheh... I miss you mann. & okay! Soon!
~Farhana: I thought you wanted that school?? No eh? Haha. Then what are you aiming for? Alamak... school's starting and we haven't go out yet! :/ Maybe we should have a lunch date one day okay?? ;DDD cos uhuh... i miss you too):