Sunday, 18 January 2009 12:53
Keeping the faith going ;
Been through an emotional roller coaster this week.
Getting use to school / class culture. Bio/Chem SPA has been interesting. My Lab partner's hilarious! "My cheek cells are giving me attitude" haha. PE was exhausting! Mass run was surprisingly not-tiring at all instead it felt good =O SYF practices has been fun while PBMC has gotten on the intensive side. Plus 3G3's really motivating, thank you (L)
Saturday evidently showed my true love for ballet. I didn't know that those things actually meant so much to me. As they say, "You'll only appreciate it when it's gone." Think positive alyssa. Well whoever has all those things now, I really hope you'll keep it safe because it was what reminded me of this passion of mine. It has been with me since I was seven and now that it's gone(unknowingly), I really don't have anything else to keep me reminded of all the good times I had. It's okay if I may seem completely childish crying over my gone ballet shoe, leotards, tutu and character skirt because you might not understand, it's okay. But I just want to say how much it actually means to me. It hurts so freaking bad to not be doing something you truly enjoy but nevermind, two more years and I'll be back on track.
Hi Mrs Simon and Ms Jewel, if you ever read this, thank you for grooming me in ballet for six years! From CSTD exams to international competitions, memories still linger on (:
Thank you for making me feel better. Looking forward to a better week ahead!